• A love so deep

    by  • March 27, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 4 Comments

    You keep the memories in ur heart while I keep the pain thats in mine. I still love you and I so fucking wish I didn’t. Because all the signs are telling me to move on. Your committed to someone else.. And my heart can’t break anymore than its already broken. I know its my fault I know I have to deal with this. I shut myself out from everything and yet somehow your name comes up into convo and I see how happy u are with someone else.. I… Am empty. Numb. Emotionless. No more love left in me because its all been destroyed.

    4 Responses to A love so deep

    1. you
      March 27, 2016 at 12:50 pm

      What if I had wanted to commit to you, but I thought you were happy with him? You told me y’all were happy, y’all looked happy. There was no way for me to know things were different. I’m not committed to anyone. I’m not married. I am in love with you. Deeply in love with you. I long for nights to hold you in my arms. Kiss that gorgeous face. Wake up to you every morning. I feel this seperation every bit that you do. It does hurt. We are trying to force and end to something deep. I do believe we have other ways to work this out, that wouldn’t be so devastating. I know what its like to be in a room full of people and still feel lonely. I know what it feels like to have an empty spot that feels dark….. I know where your at. I am there with you. We just handle it differently, that’s all. You enter my mind a million times a day, making the longing even more desperate. Nothing worse than wanting to be with someone, but they feel so far away…..

      This is what I would say, if my person were to have written these words for me.

      I love her more than I have ever loved before. Even if she isn’t mine.

      Wish you could see that we could still work on this together, because we are that close and deep….

    2. to YOU
      March 27, 2016 at 3:59 pm

      Let me love you!

    3. Committed
      March 28, 2016 at 12:12 pm

      Now I’ve heard it all. 🙁

    4. @you
      March 29, 2016 at 9:25 am

      To the person who titled the comment you. Your words are beautiful…you should tell them this in person…if you haven’t.

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