Well, of the many things i called you, this seemed right 😛
Many things. Not just the names we had but every single moment we spent together we shared something new, some thing different. We knew each other like nobody ever did. Oh God weren’t you all that I wanted! Or maybe not?
Maybe you were beautiful and charming. Oh so charming! But you were not all that i wanted. You were familiar to me.
Everything about you I knew like the back of my hand. My life with you was something I was familiar with.
That, that’s what was so beautiful about us. We were each others forever. Or at least that’s what it felt like in those three years.
Today, it’s been so long since I’ve spoken to you. Since I hugged you. I still remember how it felt like to hug you– that warm, *crushing you with my love* hug. That seemed so perfect. But was that too,just familiar?
When I think of you now, of us, I don’t feel sad anymore. I don’t want you back either. Do I miss you? No. I miss the routine, the familiarity of life that I had with you.
So Mr.ex( that’s my new name for you :P) as much as I loved you and loved those three years I spent with you, Im moving forward to a new, exciting not-so-familiar life now. And i hope to someday find that person who is forever, not familiar !
Peace and Joy,
That girl with a balloon 🙂