• I’m Sorry

    by  • March 24, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Sorry • 1 Comment

    Dear Damian,
    I’m sorry. I promised I’d keep in touch when you moved away, and I haven’t. Not really, anyway. I miss you very much though, and even more so now. If I had kept in touch, would you have acted differently? Would you still be here, and still be laughing, or smiling? I can understand how you must have felt, when I stopped writing. I didn’t mean to, Honest, I just could’t find the time between classes and my parents. Would you still be here, if i made the time? Would you have stayed here, instead of going somewhere you know I can’t follow? I’m sorry I was a horrible friend, and I wasn’t around enough. I’m sorry I ignored you, and focused only on my needs, not even acknowledging how you must have felt. It’s ironic, how I’ve been feeling so alone when you must have felt ten times worse. I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m so, so sorry. I wish you would come back, and I could hug you one more time. Tell you how important you are to me, that none of what happened was your fault and everything would have been okay. Now nothing is okay, because now you’re not here. Now I’ll never hear you’re sweet laugh, or see that adorable tooth gap you have when you smile. Never again will I see you’re face, waiting for me at the end of my driveway with you’re bike, ready for a ride in the park. Never again. I’m sorry, I’m so, so sorry. Why did you do it? Why did you give up? Was there something I could have done to prevent it? Is it my fault? You were my best friend, I loved you, and now you’re gone forever, leaving devastation in your wake. I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m so, so sorry…

    One Response to I’m Sorry

    1. To YOU
      March 25, 2016 at 3:24 pm

      Fuck off!!!!!

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