• pathetic

    by  • March 23, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    I see how pathetic I’ve been…nothing worse than me hanging on to someone who thought so low of me. Good news for me, I was taught how to stand up, dust myself off, and move forward. Just to give your ego a boost, I will say, you are one tough cookie. I have never let my guard down like that with anyone as I did with you. I don’t know how I fell so deep with you, it just happened. I don’t regret anything and will say I did have the time of my life. You were a blast to be around. I have found a friend. I realized that I was comparing her to you a lot. Its not fair to her that I’ve done that. There will never be anyone like you, well because we were all made differently. Starting tomorrow I will learn her as she is and not compare her to you anymore. You have taught me valuable lessons, and I thank you for that. Truly thank you for everything. I don’t think your a bad person, on the contrary, I think your an awesome person. If I had things my way, I would still want you in my life, but I have truly accepted you don’t want that. After that last batch of letters, it has made it easier to let go. I’m really done with this site. I have been selfish posting letters to you when you’ve made it clear you want nothing to do with me. Because I love you I am going to give you what you want. I will walk away. Your a tough person and I know your going to be OK. Heck you’ve been tougher than me so far. So I throw the white flag of surrender. You win

    3 Responses to pathetic

    1. Lima/786M
      March 23, 2016 at 3:13 am

      This is coming from both of us.
      Never compare people, some just cannot compare. We agree that one can have so many people in their heart but only ONE holds the centre of it. If you ever find yourself wandering, who you love the most. It is the one your heart remembers when your thoughts are drifting.

      This site is good for people who need a good vent (thumbs up Lins) however there are some deluded , delirious and evil people on here or maybe just one that we (here) know.

      Its often how relationships work. People learn from it. Some from pain and bewilderment some from real , true, deep love “the one who got away” kind. Sometimes we are left with “what ifs” but thats just foolish.

      Lucky are those who have something good to remember , with substance. The worst kind is when everything is under question and after plants questions in our heads ..was anything ever true? Etc etv etc and etc.

      Closure. That is one hard resolution to achieve.
      So good on you. If you can sleep well without guilt for the rest of your days and fell that nothing is left unsaid then you are already doing great. If thats not the case then you have a long way to go.

      Your new friend. Good luck with that, the best thing or advice we have from this side is… treat every new person as an individual do not try change them into the previous one. Learn to love them as THEY are not as the other one was. No one leaves the ones they love no matter how hard it is, that just doesnt happen. So forget the “I still love yous” above , that cannot be true. Maybe you still think of them but cannot be love if you are trying to replace them if you knoe what I mean. So although we arent sure this really is closure. We wish you all the best

    2. been there
      March 23, 2016 at 9:36 am

      Be honest with your friend. Don’t break her heart.

    3. I've LostWhat I Love Most
      March 24, 2016 at 2:08 pm

      Tough is far from how I’m feeing right now & how can you or anyone be selfish in writing letters wherever for it allows us all to let it all out. I respect your decision.

      So no I’ve lost too.
      Am I sad yes I am.
      Remorseful & much regret
      A second response to my Love.

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