• 5 Responses to Just kidding, I still love you

    1. oh
      March 22, 2016 at 2:26 pm

      sorry to hear that your ego is still bigger than your heart

    2. Lima
      March 22, 2016 at 6:57 pm

      I relate to this.
      But I think I have come to the conclusion that sometimes, even those who “claim” to love and care, don’t apologise.
      The person who hurt me the most, I..I put a lot into him. I can’t evin begin to describe it and detail it bit by bit sadly he never saw that. He never saw anything.
      Im hoping one day , if he doesnt burn in hell before that. That he will find me, he will look me in the eye. He will admit to what he did wrong and acknowledge how much it killed me. He only needs to say this to me, without anyone else being involved. But he isnt man enough. But we both, him And me know the truth. Thats ok for me. For now. I can face God with that. How much of me is lost ..
      I do miss myself ..thats kinda crap. But Im better now that I accept his real face, masks fall off quick.

      I always reserved, a little hope for him and sadly he took that too.
      So while I wait for this day. An apology. An acknowledent I pray he burns.

      It takes a big man for that.

      Good Luck x

    3. Author
      March 23, 2016 at 2:36 am

      @ Oh, if you’re M, then I could say the exact thing about you. I have the biggest heart and the biggest dick in the world. M, you’re being very selfish and I’m quickly losing all of my respect for you…


      Maybe you should ask this person for an apology directly? I’m curious as to if you’ve ever even attempted to voice your opinions directly? I doubt it. Women love to sub-contextualize their desires and it’s really annoying.


    4. @Lima
      March 23, 2016 at 4:08 am

      I’m sorry. I’ve wanted to say this to you when I saw you for you do deserve an apology with why I’ve treated you so wrongly. The shock of losing you clouded my thoughts for so long as I’ve been hurting like you have too. You mean so much to me & I live with what I’ve done. I’m so sorry. I don’t feel words can explain how sorry I am. Yes I burn for I have a conscious so please believe me when I say this. May I be given this chance to say this to you face to face as I’ve much to say, too much to write on here as there’s no emotion without this? Am I right in saying this to you? Name a place & time & I’ll be there for I do respect what we had & it’ll mean as much to you & I. What are your thoughts on this?

      A humbled Self Im-Prisoned Man

    5. Lima
      March 27, 2016 at 2:15 pm

      Have you got the right person?

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