Juli, we have been best friends for years now. Always laughing together, talkin crap about asshole guys or bitchy girls. I was always there when Kyle started acting up and causing you stress, and you were there for when I needed to let my emotions out. After many chances, Kyle had fucked up too many times, you dumped him, albeit reluctantly. I helped you through that, building your self image back up to what it should be. A beautiful young woman with nothing to be insecure about. Somewhere along the way, I fell for you. Hard. I asked you to prom in sign language, as you are learning it in college. I was nervous. You said yes. That night, You met with Kyle, went on a hike together, overall a beautiful trip. Tell me you want to try to make things work again. My heart shattered. I want to tell you I love you, I want to tell you everything you mean to me, but I know I’ll never mean the same, and that hurts.