Honestly, if I went back in time to a year ago or even a few months ago and told myself that I was developing feelings for you, I wouldn’t have believed it. It’s not just the fact that you’re a girl and I didn’t know I was bisexeual. I had no clue that the reason I was getting so close to you was due to feelings that were more than platonic. And the other day, when I was over at your house and we were binge watching Pushing Daisies and you were rubbing circles along my knee and leg while my feet rested in your lap and you decided to give me a foot rub, I almost couldn’t contain the amount of warmth and happiness I had brewing inside of me towards you. Or when it I had spent the night and the next morning I was laying on the air mattress and you plopped yourself down on top of me. Or when we were out for lunch and you grabbed my hand, rubbing my fingers and holding them in yours. I don’t think you notice these small things the way I do. Maybe they are just platonic to you. But when I see your tags on tumblr and how you have a crush but don’t know if they like you back, I can’t help but wonder if maybe those are about me? or maybe their about some other girl who has smiles like sunshine and makes you feel warm. I just wish I knew who it was so I would know if I’m wasting my time here or not. Because truth is, I like you and I think the longer this goes on, it’s only gonna be that much harder and more painful to rip myself away.
Your friend who likes you more than platonicly.