• Was It Really Me After All?

    by  • March 14, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Hope • 4 Comments

    Dear K,

    After years and years, finally I told you the truth.
    I had been keeping this love for you long enough and so I took the risk.
    I don’t know if you were real happy knowing how I really feel.
    But it seemed that we kissed more passionately, hugged more often than before, cared like we missed each other for a very long time or not lasting a day without simple gestures of love..

    Of love? Or I assumed?

    But you told me love me too.
    Despite of our situation,
    Despite of everything that happened in the past.

    I do not understand why I am so hurt knowing I don’t have the right because we are not official. And that’s the worst.

    I just woke up one day and everything is different.

    You asked to see me
    Yet you were busy with your deals we never even talked and i was just there waiting for you until I fell asleep.

    You asked me to write something
    Yet you offered it to someone else.

    I know you are online
    but i am left with “seen” messages.

    Of stolen nights
    and perfect hideaways

    Of ticking clocks
    And minds astray

    Of pulsating hearts
    And whispered calls

    Of all these moments,
    Was it really me after all?

    I miss you, K.
    I wish you think of me sometimes.
    Because it was you all I ever cared for.

    All the love,

    4 Responses to Was It Really Me After All?

    1. KC
      June 21, 2016 at 8:17 am


    2. KC
      July 21, 2016 at 2:46 am

      Please come back. Please believe in me. This is my absolute surrender after the final hour. I was only ever trying to go along with what I thought you wanted. You can do and be anything you want to be.

    3. KC
      July 21, 2016 at 2:50 am
    4. KC
      December 25, 2016 at 2:42 pm

      Well if it was JS he should have said by now, instead its over, a love wasted, turned vicious, never to be a love again. Bye bye Mister

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