The whole time deep down I always knew. Deep in my subconscious and deep into my soul and core. It was there. From the time I could set my eyes on people and see them move, from the time I could feel.
I remember, that girl on television. That when I looked at her I felt something and thought about her often and liked watching that show purely so I could see her. This was when I was small.
And now, here I am a teenager who definitely finds guys attractive, but a small number will ever truly attract me. But I also, am attracted to girls. Always was, and now I accept that.
I don’t love easily. I don’t find anyone attractive emotionally or enticing to me ever. But when it does, I feel it deep inside of me.
My current boyfriend I do not feel that feeling with.
I feel like I might be coming down with an attraction for you. And I’m okay with that.
Here I am. Saying it here. I am bisexual.