• The Silent Abuser

    by  • March 11, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Abuse • 0 Comments

    When I first met you, I thought you were so nice and charming. Even though I wasn’t looking for a relationship, you reeled me in with your looks and words. I honestly thought you were the one since you came at such an unexpected time, as cliché as that sounds. I never dreamed that you being in my life would cause such a nightmare and emotional turmoil. I never dreamed that I would be in such a dark place and be so depressed. All because of your silent treatments, your broken promises, the name calling, how you put your hands on me out of anger, and how you finally admitted that you didn’t care. For several months, all you did was fill me with false hope and then you tore me down the very next chance you got. I tried so hard to understand and I kept blaming it on myself thinking “what do I keep doing wrong?”. Never once did you ever apologize for doing any of those things to me, probably what hurt the worst was how you admitted you didn’t care. You said that so cold as tears were streaming down my face. No matter how mean you got, I can say with a clean conscience that I never returned the coldness or the mean words you gave me. I don’t hold any anger toward you, and I don’t seek revenge. I’m just really really sad. If you never felt the way you said you did then why did you ever pursue me? Although I may never see or talk to you again, I just wanted to let you know that I pray for you every day. I pray that God leads you down the right path, and that he takes all of that coldness from you…and I pray that one day you feel bad for hurting someone who truly cared so much about you, even though you didn’t deserve it. Normal people don’t go around destroying other people for no reason. Always remember that.

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