• I never stopped loving you…

    by  • March 8, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    I never stopped loving you…
    And I don’t think I can ever stop loving you.
    I know that I did you wrong.
    I know that I hurt you.
    I know that I left you and lied to you.
    I know I told you that I didn’t love you anymore.
    I’m so sorry.
    That I made you think that.
    I’m sorry that you’re living a life thinking that the girl you love doesn’t love you back…
    I’m sorry.
    I know that you hate it most when I say that I’m sorry but I really am.
    If you ever go for another girl, I’ll keep my mouth shut.
    I’ll keep it shut forever.
    I don’t think I’ll ever be able to forgive myself or tell you that I love you.
    You’re my best friend but you don’t even know it.
    You’re the one I love but you think I hate you.
    A few weeks ago, you scared the crap out of me. You ran away. You know better than anyone else that I hate running. But I ran everywhere looking for you. A thought hit me… maybe… a part of me really wanted to be the first to find you in that room. A part of me really wanted to know that you would be there. I ran upstairs through all the hallways and doors and found the room. I opened the door and it was empty. My heart sank. But the stupid part of me told me to go inside. And sure enough, there you were. Sitting in our spot. Doing your work. I fell to my knees huffing and puffing from running everywhere. You don’t know how relieved I was to find you.
    We were forced yesterday… To sing a duet together… It made me realize how much I really missed you.
    I know that I don’t deserve a guy like you.
    I know that I don’t deserve you.
    I know that I won’t ever send this.
    But I just wanted to tell you, even if you never hear me, I never stopped loving you.

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