I can’t see you. I can’t see you because I can’t look you in the eyes and tell you that I’m not still in love with you. I can’t tell Him it’s nothing. I can’t tell you it’s nothing. I’m afraid love isn’t enough to change how you feel about the things that happened. I don’t know what to do, but I miss you more than anyone can understand. I don’t want to cause any more pain, I’d rather consume it alone in my heart. I want to be in your life, I want your life to be special and happy. I cant help but feel I ruin that. I do love you. It’s the kind of deep soul connection that I can’t fight, we may not know each other like we should, but we are connected. You were always right. I think about you everyday, and I just want you to be happy. I want everyone to be happy.