• The way Iove you …

    by  • March 5, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 6 Comments

    I do love you. I’m still not sure how or how much I love you, but the truth is I never got to find out … and I never will do now. I had to make a choice and my choice was I need a future, rather than an ‘assumed’ future or an ‘imagined’ future which is likely never to be with you. I will always wish we could have had a future together, but I came to realise that isn’t what you want or will ever be between us.
    I hope you have made the right decision for you and I hope
    You will always be happy (don’t accept anything less). I would be sad if you ever regretted it, as that would mean there may have been a chance for us that we never took. As it is I am working my way through things with him. There may be a future for me with him or not, but if not i hope I will one day find somebody I can love in every way I have loved before and more. What else is possible? Xxx

    6 Responses to The way Iove you …

    1. It's Ok
      March 6, 2016 at 1:13 am

      I’m not happy, I can’t do anything about that. It’s just the way things are.You never really asked though. You didn’t ask much about me at all.
      You deserve love and to be loved. I wish you all the luck in the world, that you find what you are looking for.

    2. To Author
      March 6, 2016 at 2:46 pm

      omg but it’s obvious things will not work out cause u still love HIM! and i’m not Mr. Freud. author, stop wasting time and do an attempt to live with person u love for real. Play ur chance or live in regret.
      bwishes

    3. Yeah right
      March 7, 2016 at 4:39 am

      The imagined future you say never happened because you choose him not me & there’s nothing more to say for all you say is lies to make you feel better what s load of bullshit & you know it! Still waiting for the money you owe me?

    4. Author @ its Ok
      March 7, 2016 at 1:31 pm

      It’s funny you say that. I know you’re not him, but I didn’t ask much about how he felt about it all … not this time anyway. I guess I just needed to end it before I changed my mind, to not give myself chance to change my mind. Because I could have hung on forever waiting, when I know deep down it will never happen. And anyway … surely if it wasn’t what he wanted he would have said so wouldn’t he?

    5. Author @ yeah right
      March 8, 2016 at 3:35 am

      I’m certainly not the person you seem to think I am! I don’t owe anybody any money. Thanks for the contribution though!! :o/

    6. If only you knew
      March 28, 2016 at 9:29 am

      How much I loved you for I’ve been waiting this entire time too. Now for nothing it seems.

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