• Betrayal

    by  • March 5, 2016 • Closure • 1 Comment

    You were my best friend. I never thought that you would ever do anything to hurt me but I was so wrong. You kept talking to my ex husband behind my back, you were better friends with him and by the time I knew that it was too late. You didn’t care about our friendship you didn’t care about me. You and I stopped talking a couple years ago. I came across your Facebook only because I saw you comment on someone’s status.
    Your picture makes you like as you did back then. You may be pretty in your picture but I know the truth. I know what your picture doesn’t show. That you are quick to judge others, that you are selfish, you don’t give two shits about other people. You are a liar. You’ve lied to me more times than I could count. I always forgave you though and maybe that’s were I went wrong. You don’t deserve my forgiveness. You never did. I thought I needed your friendship and I tried so hard to be someone worthy of your friendship. You betrayed me. Where the fuck were you when I needed “my best friend” because I was having a difficult time in my life after my divorce? Where the fuck were you when I needed you? Did our friendship mean absolutely nothing to you? It was so easy for you to just walk away wasn’t it? To just leave? To not even tell me why you didn’t want to talk to me anymore? You didn’t want to talk to me because you are a coward! You were afraid. If I was you I would have been afraid too. You had no right to betray me like you did. I fucking trusted you! You are the worst. I wish I would have known back then what I now know. That I don’t need you. That it’s actually a good thing that we no longer speak to each other. I am not the person you used to know. I do not trust others as easily as I did back then. I am stronger than I used to be. I know my self worth. It will be a cold day in hell before I ever let you back into my life. I don’t need you. You are a fucking bitch. I hate you. I want so badly to tell you that. But I won’t. Because I’m better that. Talking to you again is beneath me. It would be a complete waste of my time. I know that I am a better person than you will ever be.
    Fuck you!

    One Response to Betrayal

    1. a girl with a thorn in her side
      July 6, 2016 at 3:55 am

      this person was NEVER your best friend, or a true friend at all for that matter. you must painfully rid yourself of two people who weren’t deserving of you. hope you’ve healed some.

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