• I miss you when I shouldn’t..

    by  • March 2, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 2 Comments

    March 1, 2016; 8:13pm.
    Sometimes I still want the life we had. The future we were so close to living out. But then I think of the present and how you make me feel now. You don’t love me anymore. You haven’t looked at me with love in your eyes in over three months. It hurts to think about, but I can remember that look perfectly. I know I don’t deserve to be treated the way you do now. You say everything I do is wrong and how badly I frustrate you, but really you’re just being harsh and distant. You respond so differently to the same way I’ve always been. I realize now that I’m not the one who’s wrong. I treat you with love and respect, and you have none for me in return. So no matter how much I miss what he had together, it’s gone. The person I loved is gone.

    2 Responses to I miss you when I shouldn’t..

    1. M
      March 2, 2016 at 4:35 pm

      How sad…

      What will you do?
      Kindest wishes

    2. If that were only so
      March 4, 2016 at 1:03 am

      How can we look upon each other’s eyes for where are you as I can’t see you from where I am. It hurts to hear you say that I don’t love you for that is untrue. Once more you choose not too for the ball is in your court & nothing I do can prove how much I love you. Not a negative word spoken by these lips for where would that get me? What would this achieve? I’ve lost what I think priceless? YOU. Now you are indifferent & I ask you this just like I replied in reflection to the letter when I was last here? “What can I do” I feel like the author of that letter now. No matter what I have always loved you & always will. Thank you.


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