I wasn’t sure if you talked to me out of obligation or because you actually wanted to. I didn’t ask, though.
You said we shouldn’t talk anymore. That it’s ‘for the better.’
Do you really believe that? I don’t.
We were really good friends, so you said. I don’t know how we got there, but I rolled with it. I loved our friendship. I liked your persona, how it felt to be near you, and talk to you. Even though you always seemed to avoid talking about yourself, no matter how hard I tried to make you.
It’s only been 3 days, but it feels like it’s been years. I keep seeing things that remind me of you and our randomly amazing conversations. I miss you. A lot.
Do you even miss me at all?
And what about Serenium? Is that lost now, too?
I wish we could go back to how it was. Is it too late for that now?