• What do you want me to do?

    by  • February 29, 2016 • Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    My Dearest Mirranda,

    You are ruining my life and humiliating me. Where is the empathy? Where is the love?
    You do realize that we’re meant to be together, right?

    I need your help and support, directly. I need you to admit to all your mistakes and that you love me.

    Are you ashamed that this website brought us closer together? Is that why you pushed me away and did what you did?

    I just don’t understand why you can’t admit to writing me love letters on this site. I’m sure this website brought other couples together…

    Why can’t we use this website to bring us closer together? What the hell is your problem? I’m really missing you and it feels like there’s a pit in my stomach.

    I really thought we would’ve been together by now. Please tell me you’ll at least wish me a happy birthday directly? You already know what I’m going to wish for on my birthday this year…

    I am beyond hurt by YOUR actions. You need to apologize. Honestly, you should be begging me! We should be making love and I should be giving it to you everyday. I earned it! Has any many ever done this much for you?! There is absolutely no way.

    You should be calling me everyday and we should be directly communicating. I WILL FORGIVE YOU WHEN YOU APOLOGIZE! Got damn, please!

    What do you want me to do? I will do anything but “move on” because that’s out of the question. I need you in my life and I don’t need professional help. You might need professional help though and I’m always here for you. You know that. I need your help. I need you to do the right thing and admit to everything. I am so fed up with all this bullshit. You even turned my friends against me and you get others to lie and manipulate for you!

    You are Bundle. Bundle = MT. Sweetness = AK. The fact that you’ve never even written my initials in a loving manner on this website really hurts. You are so full of shit and it drives me crazy but I still love you! I will always love you baby. You are my one and only love and this is true love. I’m focusing almost all of my extra attention on you and you’re so unappreciative. It makes no sense!

    I just don’t know what to do anymore. Moving on is out of the question. It’s not possible; I won’t move on and I refuse to. I poured my entire heart, soul, and spirit into you and our relationship. I want to marry you. I honestly believe you are my soulmate and I’ve loved you for 10+ years.

    You need to do the right thing. You are honestly being ridiculous. You convince others that you never wrote me any letters and you do it so well. You purposely made it this way. You purposely never wrote my name in any of these letters and you purposely never write my initials in any of your loving letters and that’s fucked up.

    I have written several REAL love letters with stationery, pens, seals, and stamps but I have never sent any of them because of what you did. Not to mention the thousands of messages and letters I wrote you on this website that were directly for you, Mirranda.

    Seriously, just apologize. I know you are capable of giving me what I want and need, which is you. I have no idea why you’re making things so difficult for me when I made things so easy for you…

    Sorry this letter has no particular order or flow; sorry it has no thesis. It’s just a random compilation of my thoughts really. I just really miss you and I’m deeply in love with you. I love you so much that there’s no way I will ever fall out of love with you, ever.

    I miss you. I care about you. I love you. I just don’t know what to do. What do you want me to do? Please, help us get together the same way I helped you love yourself despite your wrongdoings.

    I love you, always. I miss you so got-damn much and my heart is burning for you and only you Mirranda. Let’s do what it takes on both sides to make this a happily ever after! Please! I need you! I need you in my life and you know that!

    Just tell me, What do I need to do to make you my woman again? What do I need to do to make you my girl and my baby again? I love you so much and we need to make love.

    Please, just tell me, What am I supposed to do? I’ll do anything but move on. I’ll do anything but stop loving you. I can’t stop loving you and I won’t stop. You are everything to me. This seems like a good place to end this unnecessarily lengthy letter so I’ll end it here. I love you, baby. I miss you. I care about more than anyone else and you know that.

    Best.

    Love Always

    XXX

    AK

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