• Missing you and I don’t know what to do :(

    by  • February 27, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    L, I am missing you so much now, more than ever.

    My heart has been sinking further and further,
    days passing quicker and quicker,
    since I last saw you, nearly two years ago now,
    and only for one day,
    before I fell into old habits,
    heart racing, chased you away again.

    I am struggling with feelings not fading,
    as I feel you fading away, forgetting me,
    no doubt feeling a justified hatred of me,
    a burden my heart is carrying to the grave.

    I wish we could reconcile,
    I am so thirsty to hold you, kiss you,
    make it up to you, a sweet love we could treasure.

    With love forever,


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    2 Responses to Missing you and I don’t know what to do :(

    1. L
      February 28, 2016 at 4:32 pm

      Can you give me the first letter of your name ??


    2. To wherever you are...
      March 1, 2016 at 1:52 pm

      If it was her she would know… I’m sure you can connect the Dots…

      Life just isn’t the same without her,
      missing her so much…

      Simpler times before we hurt each other,
      wounded each other…
      I would do anything to replay a day just spending time with her…

      Just to sit on a beach with her,
      watching the sunset,
      I would be in Heaven.

      Everything I’ve done since we went our separate ways,
      has been an attempt to impress her,
      to try and show her that her absence in my life,
      awakened a fire in my heart!
      A fire that still has not burnt out,
      but it needs to be kindled,
      and here I am, standing alone,
      wondering where all the time went,
      and how I let myself let her go,
      to fade away, unreachable.

      I know I went about everything the wrong way,
      I know I did some bad things,
      but I have a clear vision now,
      and after all this,
      I have come to realize,
      that in my heart – nobody can replace her.

      Burning forever just on hope,
      just on the memories of being with her,
      her heart melting smile,
      I want to kiss that smile.

      I miss her so much.



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