L, I am missing you so much now, more than ever.
My heart has been sinking further and further,
days passing quicker and quicker,
since I last saw you, nearly two years ago now,
and only for one day,
before I fell into old habits,
heart racing, chased you away again.
I am struggling with feelings not fading,
as I feel you fading away, forgetting me,
no doubt feeling a justified hatred of me,
a burden my heart is carrying to the grave.
I wish we could reconcile,
I am so thirsty to hold you, kiss you,
make it up to you, a sweet love we could treasure.
With love forever,