Just to just be proud of myself.
I had an incredibly difficult day. My normally high stress ramped up to an 11 or 12. I don’t know if a lot of people in my position could’ve handled it. I’ve certainly folded under lesser circumstances.
But today I maintained composure as well I could. I still managed to be functional and moderately productive rather than be crippled with worry. I took care of what I could and left the rest in Gods hands. And things turned out…well, ok.
The upcoming road will now be even more challenging. But I’m gonna put that aside for the moment and just reflect on my small personal victory.