• Turnaround is Fair Play

    by  • February 23, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Soulmate • 4 Comments

    I get your reaction. I mean I think I really understand it. That’s a really nice feeling for me. Maybe its nice for you too, to know that youre making a point that actually gets through to me.

    Just so you know, when I do that, it doesn’t have anything to do with you, at least in my mind. Sometimes, I just feel like I need to disappear. Can you understand that? Have you ever felt that way?

    But what I see now is that it does affect you. Just like how it affects me when you do something similar. And I’m sorry that’s never really occurred to me in the past, that I might be hurting you or even just upsetting you. It’s really selfish I didn’t even think of you in that. I’ll remember that the next time I’m feeling down and just want to get away. Maybe I’ll try reaching out to you instead.

    Most importantly, thank you for reacting in a way I was actually able to understand. As is often the case, timing was everything. I feel so lost and confused trying to figure you out usually. It gives me a lot of relief to feel like Im actually able to receive your communication without misconstruing it.

    Again, I’m sorry. And I love you very much.


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    4 Responses to Turnaround is Fair Play

    1. Are you
      February 24, 2016 at 12:22 am

      Seriously trying to fuck with someone’s head?? Unless this is coincidental that another “E” has just rocked in here… I honestly believe this is just another letter to mess with a certain “A” and that’s pretty sad and sick to be honest…


    2. @are you
      February 24, 2016 at 2:23 pm

      So are you saying that the letters E and A cannot be used by others here or you will feel mindfucked? If so, that’s absolutely ridiculous.


    3. Some
      February 24, 2016 at 7:51 pm

      Will be, clearly. Just own what you are doing.


    4. Indica
      March 3, 2016 at 1:39 pm

      I’m sure this person understands if you just reach out to them. 🙂



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