I get your reaction. I mean I think I really understand it. That’s a really nice feeling for me. Maybe its nice for you too, to know that youre making a point that actually gets through to me.
Just so you know, when I do that, it doesn’t have anything to do with you, at least in my mind. Sometimes, I just feel like I need to disappear. Can you understand that? Have you ever felt that way?
But what I see now is that it does affect you. Just like how it affects me when you do something similar. And I’m sorry that’s never really occurred to me in the past, that I might be hurting you or even just upsetting you. It’s really selfish I didn’t even think of you in that. I’ll remember that the next time I’m feeling down and just want to get away. Maybe I’ll try reaching out to you instead.
Most importantly, thank you for reacting in a way I was actually able to understand. As is often the case, timing was everything. I feel so lost and confused trying to figure you out usually. It gives me a lot of relief to feel like Im actually able to receive your communication without misconstruing it.
Again, I’m sorry. And I love you very much.