You have no idea how much I want to tell you this again, i’ve never loved someone so much and i don’t think i ever will again. it’s been 3 and a half years since we first met and got together, in the summer of 2012. You probably don’t even remember or even care but i do i remember every single second we spent together throughout the years. I remember how i was always there for you but you never saw that, i stood by you through everything. I can honestly say that I will love you until the day i die. I would do anything for you, you’re the love of my life the one and only and ill never forget. I’m sorry i was never good enough for you. I miss you everyday but I’m always the one to fight for you and i guess I’m tired of fighting for you, when I know you don’t feel the same. I hope you’re happy, I wish you the best but know that i think of you everyday and i always will, because I can’t seem to quite find a way to get over you or tell you once again how I feel. Two years ago on valentines, 2014, I once again told you how I felt after watching Endless love and I know its lame but it made me think of you and I planned out the message for hours trying to work out what to say, but when we slowly got closer and closer you did what you’d done twice already you told me we had a chance and then got with someone else the next day, it’s typical you and i know i can never go through it again which is why I’m not messaging you this. But god i miss you. your beautiful blue eyes and the way you nervously smile only for a split second and then constantly check your hair because you feel insecure, but god you’re perfect and no one could ever compare to you. I would do anything for you B anything. The night of my accident 3 months ago i wanted you to walk through those hospital doors i wanted you to look after me and tell me everything was okay, but i know that’s stupid and that kind of thing would never happen to me but i wanted you so much, i needed you so badly.