I knew that after I said I wouldn’t post any more letters that you would write. I didn’t think that you cared about me anymore or wanted to be with me. So I decided to try and move on, because my love for you wasn’t being reciprocated. I hadn’t heard from you in such a long time or seen you for a few years. I want you to know that I miss you. I want a relationship with you, but you never asked for one.
I know one thing and that is that I can’t get over you, because I love you. I’ve loved you for five years. I wish there was some way to have direct contact with you, but here is the only place and it frustrates me, because I want a real relationship. Trying to contact each other on here is not a real relationship.
So I’m reaching out to you one more time asking if we can have direct contact, because I just can’t keep writing to you on here anymore. I need you in person and I want to hold your hand. I want to tell you all about my day. I want to hug you. I want you to kiss me. I’ve wished that you would just grab me and kiss me for such a long time. You never did probably, because I didn’t tell you that that is what I wanted.
Anyway, the ball is in your court now. I leave the decision to have direct contact with you. I’m here waiting as always, because I can’t get over you.
I love you,