• Today I’m Choosing to Leave You Behind

    by  • February 20, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 5 Comments

    I accept your silence is for good this time. I accept that regret is something I feel but the lessons I’ve learned will not lead to a repair with you. Today I accept the love that is all around me. There is no chapter to finish. There is no book to close. Everything between us happened and the years between us has undoubtedly left its marks on my life and in my soul. I take those with me but I’m ready to leave you behind.
    It’s ok.

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    5 Responses to Today I’m Choosing to Leave You Behind

    1. before you Depart
      February 21, 2016 at 7:55 am

      No it’s not ok for no one on this site is silent. I ask one question? Have you reached out to them physically? Or at the very least rung them. Because if it’s only been on here then that is sad for everyone here could be just that. Anyone with definitive evidence to say otherwise. Clues or no clues.


    2. @before
      February 22, 2016 at 6:32 am

      Yes I’ve reached out. No response. I don’t exist to him anymore. He doesn’t want me. Thinking he was here the past few months was silly thinking on my part and it likely helped me to hold on to hope longer than I should have. The reality of it all doesn’t match up to the fantasy I made up in my head that he is in any way longing for me. That he loves me still. Or misses me. Or has anything to say whatsoever. It’s ok even though it isn’t.
      No worries for you though. I’m not ‘your person’ trying to speak to you through an anonymous site.

      Saying it even sounds ridiculous.
      Oh thoughts. They’re such liars sometimes.


    3. Your right
      February 22, 2016 at 8:54 pm

      Your so right. Thank you & I too have been here for a few months in the hope it was her. I’ve reached out as well. See if everything you’ve said is the truth why not leave your initials here for them? I don’t get that. People use clues. Yes I understand what LINS is & represents. But people sometimes do as in my case. I’ve shown my hand yet they now are upset all because the longer the time apart the more a person gets upset because they are holding onto hope. False hope more likely. I’m in the same boat & should know better. I do yet this woman had such a profound effect on me & told me to never give up(she was an emigma in that sense) & not run from your fears. I’ve taken this to heart too much. Yes I do worry thank you because you saying that makes me wonder. Like the months, your hopes and fears. All what you said. I feel like you are feeling. I’m D & she is S. I need to jump on a plane & go for a holiday & free my mind as I’m living physically.


    4. @Author
      February 23, 2016 at 12:37 am

      This is it for me as well. If this was you then I have missed so many letters you’ve written. Aside from all this there was only one reason it had to be her to make the move & she knew why. I’ve never run from anything in life. Here people do play games & I allowed myself to be confused. Even saying they were her to then say otherwise. How fucked up is that after many correspondences. My fault again. lesson learnt

      It wasn’t a fantasy what we had & can have. I’m glad to for our hope is slowly hurting only ourselves. I love you if this is you. Her name is Sara.I miss her, I yearn for her, I want to say everything to her & not here only when in front of her…I do worry for it’s not ridiculous for who cares what anyone else thinks here. They are here too don’t forget. No one knows I come here bar her…Your last sentence? If this is you I couldn’t have been happier for other than your letter here I am not coming back here. I’ve delayed projects, activities because I believe she is worth it. Are you my person? The woman I love? If you are text me & I shall call you. Your not a liar, you been open & honest. Truthful to yourself & believing in something greater & worthwhile. LOVE.



    5. Kavricia M
      June 20, 2016 at 12:53 pm

      I Understand Now. And Your Right! I didn’t have positive character traits. I was thoughtless and Reckless when it came to others and there Feelings, thoughts or insights. I Apologize. I Whole heartedly do. I DO LOVE You. I just didn’t know How to. I’m Okay with Your decisions. I’m sorry I caused so much Hurt. Good Bye



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