When you hang on tight to something for too long, you start to go numb. I have to move forward. I realize I’m the only one hanging on. If I was important to them they would have reached out for me like I’ve done to them. I’m not ashamed for holding on so long, that just shows I love deeply. If I gave them a good laugh, well then at least I made them smile. I don’t mind looking weak, I know the true strength it took to hang on with repeated rejection, I would say that takes strength and endurance. I’m always here for you, I’m just done chasing and hanging on.