• numbness

    by  • February 18, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    When you hang on tight to something for too long, you start to go numb. I have to move forward. I realize I’m the only one hanging on. If I was important to them they would have reached out for me like I’ve done to them. I’m not ashamed for holding on so long, that just shows I love deeply. If I gave them a good laugh, well then at least I made them smile. I don’t mind looking weak, I know the true strength it took to hang on with repeated rejection, I would say that takes strength and endurance. I’m always here for you, I’m just done chasing and hanging on.


    2 Responses to numbness

    1. I'm at that point too.
      February 20, 2016 at 12:07 pm

      I’m in a similar situation. I held on in hope. Love the name. I thought she was one like the name you chose. Too much confusion here.


    2. Humbled
      February 24, 2016 at 9:21 pm

      It wasn’t meant to be like this. I was never laughing, I’m so sorry that you’ve felt I was ignoring you, maybe it wasn’t meant to be. I’ll take the blame this time as there’s no use two of us being this way. Your Freetown spread your loving wings. I didn’t know it was you much to my dismay. That has reopened my wounded heart. For what it’s worth, thank you for the journey we shared. Your strength is amazing, like everything about you & I hope, no…you will find the happiness you deserve & I wouldn’t have it any other way.

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