• I miss…

    by  • February 16, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 5 Comments

    …you. I miss waking up knowing I’d be seeing you. I miss the days I’d feel you near me. I miss the burning that would resonate from within, growing as I did ever-so slightly flustered and losing sense of the ground beneath me- when you stood beside me. I miss the excitement I’d get from talking to you. I miss the curiosity I secretly held (and still hold) to know you, to understand. I miss the calmness I’d feel wash over me as you’d comfort me with your words of wisdom. I miss replaying it all in my head as I lay my head to sleep. I miss acknowledging every tomorrow as another chance at the possibility you’d say something, feel something. I miss the way my heart would palpitate in light of you.
    You are my world, and yet I live my days knowing I may never be part of yours.

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    5 Responses to I miss…

    1. Sorry
      February 16, 2016 at 11:19 pm

      You are missing someone so bad. But can I say you are not alone I miss someone so bad too. So please take comfort that there are others here feeling the same and I’m sorry for venting on your letter but I wish I could say to someone. I’m sorry that I’m so broken, I wish I could be a better friend. I have had so much rejection and heartache in my life. As soon as I start to really like someone and trust them they up and leave me. I don’t fight for people like I used to. As soon as I feel any kind of distance…I just put up walls. I want to say fuck you!- to those people from my past who disappointed me and left me so broken that I feel like I’m losing someone so amazing and I can’t seem to do anything about it…


    2. Gel
      February 16, 2016 at 11:53 pm

      sigh *


    3. I miss you too
      February 17, 2016 at 9:45 am

      To infinity & beyond. I shouldn’t have come here & fought harder which I believed I did yet when its true love, real as it gets then I should have come up with a solution that would have each other back in each others arms. A love like this will be with me for life. I will still live, move on & find love once more yet when you have meet your Twin Flame none will ever ne the same. For me anyhow. I wish you the very best author & remember you are loved we all are. It starts from within & I promise you you’ll smile one day again. I wish I had a time machine lol. What I have learnt now has forever changed me for the better.


    4. Aww
      February 19, 2016 at 2:01 am

      So sweet, I miss someone too and all that you say Authour is what I miss aswell. Good luck


    5. @All of Us
      February 21, 2016 at 7:11 am

      What are you all doing about it then? This mere Male was was an silly sausage for he missed his window of opportunity. Don’t make my mistake I implore you all for go be the one & physically reach out-The only way this should be done? At worst a phone call & never text. What have you to lose? Nothing. I do for I promised I wouldn’t(still broke it for I rang her twice as I never promised to ring;) All these loving thoughts are so heartfelt! I resonate the real love that you all have unconditionally in each & everyone of you! WOW is an understatement!

      @Author@Sorry@Gel@Missyoutoo@Aww…She was simply amazing in his eyes & he understood why your walls came up for she had a past that no one deserved & I didn’t realise how badly my words when upset brought forth her past to the present. I’ve lived with that for she told me about it & for me to later bring forth those past fears into the present. I saw her anguish & unbridled anger & my past fears became anger too. I’m so sorry. No matter what either of us said you didn’t deserve that. I’ve lived with that & it’s taken months to forgive myself. Biggest lesson in my life so far. I can only hope she heals & realises she is likely indifferent. A woman who’s mindfully mature, her bodice beyond beautiful, such a superfluous sensual soul whos heart is halcyon.

      I left here not wanting to return! Now an old friend I haven’t seen in so long died today. It makes me realise the way in which I said & acted in my relationships. I’m tired of seeing many friends pass away that are in my age bracket…their 30’S 🙁 His wife & newborn child are now fatherless. Thank you for reading/putting up with my dribble this far & as I apologise once more for writing here. It is time.



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