I was so confused. I just wanted to forget it ever happened. you started it and now you act like this about it. I don’t want to speak to you or even think about you for a very log time. you act like you are all open to shit and now you act like this. I’ve always been honest about my sexuality and you act like you are the same. but you aren’t. I’m not going to let this ruin me or ruin anything. fuck this helped. now i know who i am and you know who you are. Let’s just put it this way. never going to drink with you again. I’m going to be myself and fuck everyone else. you opened my eyes and i’m happy because now i can accept myself and accept that love is confusing and complicated and so worth it. even the heartbreak is worth it because now i know i’ve lived through it and it can only get better. I’m going to live my life and fuck what everyone else thinks. I will love myself and love others and not you or anyone else can make me fell bad for that. I may wake up in the middle of the night and regret it but at the end of the day it helped me see me for me.
I’m proud of who i am and i will go on in life to be someone amazing.