I don’t know what it is about you that attracts me to you. Yes your gorgeous, but it’s not just physical beauty, it’s something deeper. I for the love of God cannot figure out what happened to make you hate me so much you want nothing to do with me. I said I was letting go, and I am working on it. Your tough to get over. I’m not ashamed to admit that. Every time I see a white Malibu car, I think it’s you. Everytime I get a text, I hope it’s from you, when things are quiet, I think about you. I miss you,and I had fallen in love with you. It’s hard to move forward without closure, but it’s doable. I just wish I knew what I had done to have you walk away from us. My mind throws a million things around on what it could have been. I am here for you no matter what you have done, or no matter what you will do. I can’t help but think that maybe I was just a curiosity to you, and so you found out what it was like, and then you decided to leave. I just wish I could stop seeing your Malibu around, for a split second the butterflies get intense. Then I realize it’s not you, and I then get dissapointed. I wish I could run into you at a store, and we just pick up like nothing ever happened. I do miss you, spring and summer coming up, I would Love to go play and hangout. You were a blast to be around, and khaki misses you too. I will always be here for you. I keep my promises. “if I had to chose you would be the one I chose” I mean that.