• Why you won’t ever know

    by  • February 10, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    You won’t ever know that I have feelings for you because I try so damn hard to hide them when we talk. I need to shield my emotions, have a semblance of strength, even though you’re my biggest weakness. When we talk, it’s refreshing, it’s different, and you have my undivided attention. But do I have yours? Most likely no, because when you talk to me, it seems as though you only bring me out when you’re bored. Then there’s me, smiling dreamily even though you put me on the back burner whenever you feel like it. Some would say that I’m a sucker for punishment. I guess that’s the price I pay for having feelings for someone who only yearns for something fleeting. Have you ever given my feelings any consideration at all?
    You won’t ever know that I have feelings for you, because as much as I hate it, I just laugh and encourage you when you talk about pursuing other girls. It’s my way of saying that I refuse to be selfish and bitter, but I hate pretending like I enjoy the fact that you’re looking for a partner that’s not me. I’m right in front of you, always here for you, why can’t you see that?

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