To me, you are utterly sexy. Sexy to me isnt wearing almost no clothes or acting like a slut. Its about a real mental and emotional connection so strong it transcends to the physical. I really did feel that with you. Of course youre incredibly beautiful, so that has something to do with it, but I am just so sexually attracted to you.
Ive had many fantasies about you. Some are rough and violent, others soft and tender. I guess I want you every way. But when I think about really having sex with you, I think about a truly intimate experience. I think about looking in your eyes while our bodies intertwine and you looking back. I think about knowing you want me as much as I want you. I think about feeling secure with you, and making you feel secure. Ive realized thats important to me. Having body issues isnt something exclusive to girls. I dont want to think during sex “She probably wishes I had a six pack” or “She just wants me to finish so she can be done with this”. Deep down I know thats part of the reason I havent had sex in awhile, I guess Im just too self-conscious to go for random flings. But you, I know I could really make love with you and leave all that stupid stuff behind. I mean, I know we could get there. Its so crazy, we’ve never even kissed but you still made me feel more comfortable in my own body than anyone else. I hope you know that I would return the favor. I think you are so beautiful from head to toe and so sexy just the way you are. I wouldnt change a thing.
I guess this is all wishful thinking. Sex is so much further along than what I really need to work on. I mean, it would be hard to have sex with someone I dont anticipate ever seeing again. Just so we’re clear, thats not whats driving me towards you. But I am a man, and I have my urges. They just all seem to be focused towards you, my love.