You know the sad thing is I have prayed for your happiness and I have prayed for you just to be okay – and as much as I want to stop, I won’t.
I am such an idiot for thinking you were trying to reach out to me – you’re the one that blocked me. You’re the one that walked away. I am tired of trying to find you where you don’t exist.
How long did it really take you to move on? A few weeks? My birthday? Christmas? Maybe the girl you traveled to see recently… Maybe then. Or before maybe while you were spending time with those people you “despised” your words, not mine. I could go on and on with the speculations – some I believe to be 100% accurate- however this fight isn’t even between two peopl – no you and no us. It’s just me fighting myself and I won’t do it anymore.
I’m not leaving because I don’t love you anymore, I’m leaving, because the longer I stay, the less I love myself.