• Selfish bestfriend :(

    by  • February 6, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Disappointment • 2 Comments

    I never realised until tonight how selfish you actually are it’s all about you ..you, you, you.

    You never ask me how I’m feeling for a change and when I do tell you how I’m feeling it’s all about how you feel well you know what you are really selfish and you don’t even see it your so self centered it’s unreal , as long as everyone knows how you are feeling then that’s all that matters.

    I wish just for once you would ask me how I’m feeling. I’m going through a bad time myself I get depressed still nit much anymore but I still do and it would be nice to know that you actually care about how I’m feeling.

    See you ask but you don’t listen you claim to care about me but it seems like you don’t really give a shit. That hurts because I’m always there for you always without a doubt I wish I could say the same but I can’t, you are there but you are not THERE.

    It’s such a shame because I’m only just starting to see how self centered you actually are and that must mean that pedestal I placed you on so lomg ago is starting to topple and soon you will come crashing down off it and the cracks in our friendship with start to appear and I won’t be patching them up with make shift glue or sticking plasters over these little wounds you seem to cause. I won’t make excuses for the reason the way you are is because of what you are going through. I just won’t ANYTHING and I really don’t want that ..

    I’m hoping maybe you will come across this letter and realise its about you I’ll never have the guts to send it so I’m writting it here.

    I’ve never wanted to hurt you or your feelings but you hurt mine all the time and I pretend everything’s ok when really it’s not your the one person who makes me smile but you are also the reason I cry myself to sleep.

    I’m sorry if u read this and u realise it’s about you and I hurt your feelings calling you self centered but know this next time you txt me maybe ask how I’m feeling for a change and not write all about yourself we are all dealing with our own battles I’ll always help u fight yours but I feel like I’m on my own with mine.

    I’ve gone on about myself in this letter for a change the only place I have to vent is lettersillneversend and yet your meant to be my best friend 🙁


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    2 Responses to Selfish bestfriend :(

    1. ep
      February 6, 2016 at 7:42 pm

      I talk to someone regularly who I think might feel the way you do. In our case, they get really quiet when I ask them more about their life or they just tell me that everything is fine. I sometimes even divulge a lot about my problems to get them to talk about theirs, but nothing comes of it. I know they have problems. I know people who read the papers where they live. I wish they would allow me to help them with their problems.

      Good luck!


    2. To You
      February 8, 2016 at 3:48 pm

      Sounds like you need to find another best friend!




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