• To the ones I’m leaving behind…

    by  • February 5, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Goodbye • 1 Comment

    To my mother: I wish it didn’t have to end like this. I tried to make you happy. I really did. You never did anything wrong. Please don’t think this is your fault. I just want to do this; I need to do this. When I’m gone, don’t become an empty shell like you did when Anthony left. Kyle is going to need you. You really are an amazing mother, and I’ll never forget the lessons you taught me. I will try my best to make you proud. I love you so much. I’ll see you again…

    To Kyle: I love you so much. I’m sorry for all those times I teased you and fought with you. You’re such a strong, handsome young man. You can do anything you want; don’t ever forget that. I’m leaving, but it’s not your fault. Don’t cry over me for too long. I’ll be back, it’ll just take a while. You got to be strong for mom. She’s going to need you as much as you’ll need her. Stay strong. You’re the best brother anyone could ever ask for…

    To my daddy: I forgive you. I love you so much. I miss you. Really, really miss you. I hope I’ll see you again someday….

    To my gramma: I love you. Don’t blame anybody for me leaving, not even yourself. This is my choice. Sorry if I disappointed you. Try to be there for Kyle. Try to make it a point to love him as much as you love me. Cherish every moment you have with my mom. That’s YOUR daughter. Tell her you love her. I hope to see you again…

    To my pops: Thank you for always showing me love. You are always there for my mom, my brother, and me. I love you. You give so selflessly. Your hugs were always the best. Thanks for always making me laugh. Can’t wait to see you again…

    To Bobby: Sweetie, you are so good to me. I know deep down that I can have a happy ending with you, but as much as I love you, I love someone else more. I truly am sorry for leading you on. You deserve someone who will return your affections. I’ll never forget you. I pray you will forgive me for leading you on for so long. Forever yours in another life…

    To Genesis: You’re my best friend. Thank you for the laughs and the cries. You are an amazing young woman; don’t let anyone tell you different. I trust you with everything. Don’t miss me too hard, though I’ll probably miss you like crazy. Can’t wait to see you again…

    To McKayla: You are also my best friend. Thank you for always being there for me and making me smile. You are so beautiful; never doubt yourself or listen to what other people think. You are your own person; don’t ever change that. I’m gonna miss you so much. Keep your head up…

    To everyone else that I loved: I’m sorry if your name isn’t mentioned, but don’t think that I will forget you. I appreciate every single one of you and appreciate everything you did for me. Without you, I wouldn’t have made it this far. I hope I see you again soon…

    To everyone that did me wrong: Thank you. Thank you for lying to me, disappointing me, cheating me, gossiping about me, and flat out being mean to me. Thank you so much. Without you, I wouldn’t be the person I am today. You know who you are. Every thing you did was a lesson in disguise. All I have to say is I hope you treat the next person you come across better. What goes around comes around…

    To everyone that I did wrong: I’m sorry. I know that sounds like an excuse, but I truly am sorry for causing you unhappiness in any way. I hope that we can put it behind us and start over. I wish that you have an amazing life with no regrets and a smile on your face…

    To myself: Keep your head up. Be strong. Be kind. Be understanding. Be thankful. Give without expecting anything in return. Show compassion. Don’t be afraid to make mistakes, as long as you learn from them. Don’t make excuses. Don’t judge someone until you know what it’s like. Most of all, love with no limits.

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    One Response to To the ones I’m leaving behind…

    1. What's this about?
      February 6, 2016 at 4:29 am

      Wht happened? Depression, debt, lostlove or health issue? , you seem young . If you are planning on commiting suicide then please talk to helpline . looks like u need help Or may be send this letter your mum or ppl u careabout , they might be able to help you.




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