You know everyone has those voices they jabber All day long everyday…. The person that stays busy learns to not pay attention to the voices or gets to where they Just tune them out! In your case you are alone with your voices and your anxiety makes you focus on them! Then it starts to get where your reality is confused! Panic sets in and you focus on your fears! I know exactly what your going through! Your brain makes chemicals in simple terms you have a happy chemical, mad chemical, and a protection “flight” mode chemical! Because your body isn’t producing the happy chemical your brain is compensating by over producing the protection, mad chemicals! This is a very common situation and I understand it all so well! I wouldn’t lie to you! I have been there! It does take help to get out of the cycle! I want to help you! I know you feel alone, fear, confused on reality, paranoia! Believe it or not you show signs of a healthy brain! Your body seems to be making all those chemicals just fine! The happy chemical is missing! That’s normal when life changes happens and depression kicks in! I took Paxil for 2 years….i took xanex for awhile but coming off of that seemed to make it worse so I laid off that! It’s not your fault your where your at! If we get together I promise your happy chemical will produce some and you Will see that things aren’t as bad as they seem! But staying by yourself all the time isn’t the answer! I can help you through this! Im not a know it all I’ve just been there! So has 65% of the world’s population…..
Love to the core