I love you. I want to trust you. You said I could. But I can’t. Or maybe I’m just afraid. I want you to be the one who sees me the way I TRULY am. Because no one ever has. I keep this charade up so well 🙂 But really. I don’t want to be alone anymore. I put up these walls and built a diamond shell so no one would get to me. It seems to be failing me now. My chlorophyll is draining… I just can’t take it anymore; I need someone to save me from myself, to pick me up when I fall and can’t get up. Rescue me; I’m lost in Australia. Please don’t leave me behind!! And this is why I shouldn’t tell you. Somehow, I still want you to believe I’m absolutely okay and positively normal. That I’m perfect. I have to remove my mask, but I still want you to see me through it…..