• I Didn’t

    by  • February 3, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 3 Comments

    It was in first period literature when we were reading Shakespeare- I thought of you and I wanted to text you “good morning”, but I didn’t.

    It was in second period biology when we were disecting starfish and the smell was horrid. I wanted to text you and talk about how nasty this was since you had this class before me, but I didn’t.

    It was in third period gym when I was alone and all I could seem to think of was you. I wanted to text you and tell you how cocky this group of guys were acting when they were playing basketball, but I didn’t.

    It was in fourth period Spanish when my teacher was acting hysterical. I wanted to text you and ask you if shes been like this all day or if it was just another on of her moments, but I didn’t.

    It was in fifth period yearbook when I came across a photo of you. I wanted to text you and tell you that you should keep your hair grown out, but I didn’t.

    It was in sixth period math when all of my friends were talking about their boyfriends. I wanted to text you and tell you what I wish we had, but I didn’t.

    It was in seventh period child education, we were doing busy work, but I couldn’t seem to complete it. I couldn’t concentrate. The reason being you. I wanted to text you and say that we should hang out this weekend, but I didn’t.

    It was when I came home, and got to my room alone, and I felt incomplete. I felt I had nothing without you. When you left, you took all of me with you without asking. And now I am nothing.

    It was when I was sleeping when you appeared in my dream. I awoke and I realized ,more than ever that I wanted to walk over and tell you that I loved you, but I didn’t.

    L.J.

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    3 Responses to I Didn’t

    1. @ aurthor
      February 4, 2016 at 2:54 am

      Ok let me get this straight. You feel that I left you. But I didn’t!
      Is it possible that your depression and anxiety made you think I had left? I’ve been reaching out for months. I never left! I called you 3 days after Robert passed away! I needed you! I wouldn’t have left you and still won’t!




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    2. @ aurthor
      February 4, 2016 at 7:34 am

      When your ready I am here! I understand. No pressure just know I understand and I am truly truly sorry for hurt I’ve caused you! I do want you in my life! Who knows where we can go! Love you all my heart




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    3. Cindy
      February 5, 2016 at 4:18 am

      Beautiful.




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