Before I found you I was among the dead walking. Doing the right things but trying to get through life without any more pain. Then something happened Jesus told me I was nothing without real true love. I kind of forgot and was busy living and somehow wrote the pen pal site, our letters were magical and I prayed daily, hourly and did all I could do. I loved visiting you and everything about you, I longer you were in there the stranger it seemed to get. It was like something changed. Then you got out and everything I thought you said seemed untrue. I’m not sure what happened in there, who I saw or what I am supposed to do. I am not God and I don’t want to co create. I just want love.. And I want to have some fun. It seems like that may never happen now and I can’t help but feel disappointed. I hope you’re well and I love you.