• To the past me

    by  • February 2, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 3 Comments

    Listen to me, stop everything futile you’re doing and focus.

    You know what it’s right and what is wrong, what you like what you don’t. Nonetheless you are scared. You fill your feeble mind of excuses, of the million possibilities for you to fail in life, without seeing that you are in the right path, in the right moment.
    But no, you’re throwing this away.

    I see you now, a kid full of passion, with the pencil always in his hand, paint, create, play! what? are you scared you’ll not find a job? go on then, but never forget your past.

    Time as passed, now it’s your big step. you grew up, you grew stronger, you know you better. Value your decision cause it’ll determine your life.

    I see you cracking, you already met your pasts, you’re already fleeing from the present, aren’t you? But look at you. you are fully grown, with many new informations inside your brain, and a hearth still ready to change.

    Here you are, and That, my friend is love, you gave your soul for it, don’t be scared. That is love, it’s as rare as it takes. That is love, the most precious thing we seek all our life, you have it in your hands. don’t do it don’t drop it. DON’T!

    Ok, you chose freedom over love, take this moment for yourself,free your spirit and do whatever you want without chains stopping your fright. Don’t look back.

    You went back to your origin, you are finally doing what you really like. Leave the ghosts on your back and focus on your dreams: you can do it, you have all the possibility to get back on your feet. You have to leave your burdens away though and do it now.

    It’s summertime, and you found your soulmate, you found her in the most unexpected of way, you found her and you are having the best time in long time. Are you? where is your mind? who are you thinking of? You’re thinking of your past you. you have all in front of your eyes and you are ruminating again, your shadow grows bigger, don’t let it eat you.

    This another life-determining choice, don’t take it easily, valuate who you are and what do you want in your life, get informed, be determined.

    Ok you know you follow your instinct, now you are into it, do it properly.

    What? stop daydreaming on parallel words, this is your life, this is your moment. live the present.

    I see, you notice the mistake, you want to go back, do it: it’s a way to start again, start better.

    You are confused. don’t panic; act. don’t be scared. do.

    Stop acting foolish, you are not mad yet. stop and reflect. life is still full of opportunities.

    Take a goddamn decision, do it now: you are just making things worst.

    Here you are, you fucked up and what you are left is ghost and burdens, you are on the ground and your legs are broken, but there’s still a way out. Believe in it.

    Your time is now, don’t waste it

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    3 Responses to To the past me

    1. @arthor
      February 2, 2016 at 5:09 pm

      I think we all have felt this way at one time or another! I know I have. Looks like it’s made you stronger. The first step is the hardest, then each step after that gets easier. It’s called climbing out of the slippery slope! You got this.

      Best wishes


    2. JR
      February 2, 2016 at 9:18 pm

      Right on man! Right on! When you fall on your face, get back up. When you hit a wall, find a way around and if you can’t, break through it. There will always be distractions, try to stay focused yet remember to enjoy the day. Never stop learning, growing, loving, or moving. I know this.

      You’re doing it right.


    3. May I..?
      February 3, 2016 at 9:40 am

      Would you be so kind as to walk hand in hand with me for youve given me my final push to bask in life permantly & minimise looking at a sceen late at night when I should be in bed. ????



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