• To you

    by  • February 1, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Dating • 5 Comments

    I thought you were different.. I guess I was wrong. I’m wrong a lot. I really was wanting you to be different but I guess I wanted it too much. I told you things I’ve never told anyone and yet you still threw me away like I was nothing.. Maybe I am nothing. But sometimes nothing deserves something. I wanted to cry over you I really did but I realized you’re not worth it. If you can’t like me for me then fuck you. I’m sorry I’m not sleeping with everyone. I’m sorry I have self-respect. Maybe you should learn how to treat a female before you try to get them in bed.. Just saying.

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    5 Responses to To you

    1. I am different
      February 1, 2016 at 12:23 pm

      & so are you. That’s why we were drawn to each other. When I listened to you revealing your deepest darkest experiences I felt privileged for you to have shared events that no one should have had to ever endure. That took so much courage & I do understand why those are secrets kept locked away. I will not say them on here yet & I have many lock Boxs hidden deep within. Some only brought out when under hypnosis. I never knew or could remember anything about them to have them confirmed it was real by witnesses. I am sorry I have made you feel as though I threw you away. It was never my intention & you are everything to me. The people I treasure who see the real me are the most important parts of my life. There’s nothing I won’t do for them. You especially. I would take a bullet for you. Why would I think or want you to sleep with everyone? I have always trusted you. Yes I have queried certain events yet I only was seeking reassurance & that would have been that. Jealous




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    2. I am different
      February 1, 2016 at 12:33 pm

      & so are you. That’s why we were drawn to each other. When I listened to you revealing your deepest darkest experiences I felt privileged for you to have shared events that no one should have had to ever endure. That took so much courage & I do understand why those are secrets kept locked away. I will not say them on here yet & I have many lock Boxs hidden deep within. Some only brought out when under hypnosis. I never knew or could remember anything about them to have them confirmed it was real by witnesses. I am sorry I have made you feel as though I threw you away. It was never my intention & you are everything to me. The people I treasure who see the real me are the most important parts of my life. There’s nothing I won’t do for them. You especially. I would take a bullet for you. Why would I think or want you to sleep with everyone? I have always trusted you. Yes I have queried certain events yet I only was seeking reassurance & that would have been that. It’s natural to have a certain amount of jealousy inbuilt in us. If you didn’t get jealousy ever I’m a believer there’s setting wrong with them. That’s where intuition & gut feelings come from. Definitely Not insane amounts to be so insecure that creates self esteem issues. I have been celibate since last with you by choice. Sex to me is only the physical release & not the emotional connection that surpasses the heavens when making Love. I thought I was the one thrown aside & I haven’t seen you since as I honoured your last words & have kept that promise. And here I am most likely projecting to a stranger. If I am, I’m sorry for my comment & responding to your letter. ????




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    3. hurts
      February 1, 2016 at 4:39 pm

      feeling with you




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    4. @ aurthor
      February 1, 2016 at 5:59 pm

      See this is one of those confusing ones! Do I take this as you taking something I said wrongly! If I did say something wrong under assumption maybe it was because of confusion and lack of communication! I don’t think you can blame me for that!!! Can you? This is all I have to work with!
      If you want to call me everyone else then fine! But I do believe you know better than that!!!!

      Have a great day author




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    5. @aurthor
      February 1, 2016 at 9:16 pm

      This post is a weird one! Are you mad? If I were you I would just go find that person, bend them over and spank me! Um I know what post your talking about and that was like before I knew for sure you were on this site! I mean it was like my 4th day here venting! It took me about 2 weeks to get the jest! It was 2 posts I did that way, so if you run into the other one just toss it into the clueless pile! If you only knew what my imagination was doing you would understand! It was honest mis communication. That seems to happen a lot here! By the way please don’t talk to me that way!

      Love you – Brad




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