• Longer now

    by  • February 1, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 4 Comments

    It’s been longer now then the time we had at least in love I know now why things had to go the way they did as I hold the sunshine I remember the reason for the darkness.

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    4 Responses to Longer now

    1. @Light Worker
      February 1, 2016 at 1:08 pm

      That’s because you always were Ms Sensational Sunshine & the darkness that lingered about me is now dissipated. I’ve done much to achieve where I’m at now. I’m a work in progress. I LOVE you, I always have & always will. From afar if you so desire. They didn’t have to go the way they did, we both made mistakes, more me than you….shhh secret 😉 We both should & still can if you want to join me in diligently overcoming any obstacles together as equals. I’ve changed for the better & I believe you have too?




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    2. All of me is more than the sum of one part of me.
      February 1, 2016 at 5:28 pm

      As is true for you? And every other person?
      Look up ‘Sadhguru’ on youtube. A yogi dude.
      Particularly the video titled ‘Don’t try to manage other person’
      He discusses what you are saying here in it. Maybe it’ll bring some pondering. I don’t know.

      On a personal note to what you’re saying….
      This past summer was sunshine and warmth where I live. Every-single-day. No rain. No clouds. All day. Sun. Smiling. Go out and play! It would say. But I didn’t want to. Not every-single-day. Not when I was sad. After the third week I just wanted the sun to shut up and let me be so I could handle some distress without the “Oh but look at me I’m the sun and that alone should make you happy. Why aren’t you happy to go out and play. I’m smiling. You should be smiling with me because I want you to. I don’t make you happy.”
      ‘Fuck you sun!’ And I swear I said that out loud to the sun while by myself. I couldn’t wait for the darkness of night each day just to feel like it was acceptable to feel any thing other than happy.

      The sunshine doesn’t mean all is and will always be well just as the darkness doesn’t mean all is and will always be dark.




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    3. Try to Live in the Here and Now
      February 2, 2016 at 6:06 am

      Gorgeous poem xx




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    4. @all of me
      February 3, 2016 at 7:10 am

      We will just have to find a healthy balance. ????




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