today marks three years without you.
three years of not being able to see you, not being able to talk to you, not being able to rest my head on your body, not being able to breathe..
if i learned anything in these three years, it is that time never heals, time never eases the pain, in fact, the more it passes, the more it increases your pain and longing.
and also, if there is any God, he does not give a damn.
if you too are suffering from a loss and wonder how and why people keep telling it will get better, please know that I understand: it only gets harder.