I used to sit up at night crying over you. I know now that it was never worth it, you were never worth it. If I wanted to sit and watch someone shoot up every day in the bathroom I would’ve asked. Did I ever ask for that.. No, you were just a really shitty mom. Some days I wish that I were never born, but then it dawns on me I didn’t do anything wrong and I deserve to stay and be happy the one that needs to leave is you. Hell, you moved to FUCKING TEXAS. Seriously who does that to get away from their child? I hate you I really do. I have a constant reminder of you every time I change my clothes and look at my legs. These scars are forever. Any child who would sit and cry while cutting themselves because their parents don’t give a fuck about them and wish they would’ve had the abortion when they had the chance is a really fucking shitty person js.. I wish I could show you the pain I felt. Make you endure everything I had too. It doesn’t matter what happened to you in your past, it doesn’t give you the right to do it to someone else. I hated myself for the longest time because of you. You gave me no chance to be better than you I had to do it all on my own. I shouldn’t have had to be the parent you should’ve done it.. Not me.