• A letter for the love that never was mine: I am still waiting, terribly hoping.

    by  • February 1, 2016 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 6 Comments

    I don’t know why I still have little crumbs of hope that there could be an us. That fairytales exist. I still love you, terribly. I know you will ever read this but I’ll still be waiting until my heart’s all dried up. I know you never felt anything, never felt the same but I hope you’re doing well. I hope you’re fine.
    I am a terrible person for hoping that I could the one for you. I want to reach you but you’re so far. I am just a nobody, you deaserve the best. It pains me every time I see you with someone. I am a very terrible person because no atter how much effort I put into forcing myself to be happy for you, I couldn’t. I loved you more than you would ever know but I think I am just holding you back. I guess I am only just a hindrance. I guess four years of waiting for you to fall is enough. I need love and pity. I hope to see you with a genuine smile painted all over your face, the one that lights up my day. I love you and may God bless you on your way to your dreams.

    Lovingly yours,
    Helena

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    6 Responses to A letter for the love that never was mine: I am still waiting, terribly hoping.

    1. to the author
      February 1, 2016 at 5:51 pm

      Im sure your person would have told you if you were a bother! Have you given said person a shot at being in a relationship! Sounds like your holding back your feelings instead of reaching out!

      Best wishes




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    2. Helena
      February 3, 2016 at 6:37 am

      This is Helena. I already did. I think I am not the one for him. 🙂 He seems to belong to someone else.




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    3. Helena
      February 3, 2016 at 6:56 am

      I’m more like a friend material to him anyways. I wrote this to pour out every feelings I have left for him so I could finally move on and actually live my life.




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    4. @helena
      February 3, 2016 at 7:52 pm

      Like I said I back every decision of yours 100%. If that would make you happy then that’s what needs to be done! Im not playing games anymore!




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    5. Helena
      February 4, 2016 at 6:26 am

      I’m sorry but who is this? Playing games? I don’t understand. Maybe you’ve mistaken me for another person. 🙂




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    6. Helena
      February 5, 2016 at 6:17 am

      you might be mistaken, the person to whom I addressed this letter doesn’t know about this site.




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