I don’t know what you want from me. It hurts me that you don’t trust me. I don’t know what I’ve done to deserve it. I would have thought I was worth some trust! I’ve loved you with my heart and still do… I just don’t see you wanting this as much as I wanted it… To me a relationship has to be worked for by both sides…. You’ve shut me out and it seems I’m the one begging! I don’t beg!!!! If you want to see if what we have Can go forward then your going to have to contact me. This site isn’t Good for open communication. It’s confusing and delays sometimes 3 days! That leaves a lot of time to second guess anything! You send posts giving me Hope then the next post your saying goodbye! I can’t function that way! It’s taking it’s tow on Me! If you want a relationship then your going to have to contact me! If you don’t contact me I will have no choice but assume that you have decided to Just let go of what we have! I want a relationship and I will always be here for you! I will always love you! If you decide that you need to let go, it would hurt me but I would understand! Im Just needing open communication that would make it fair for both sides! This is for my person, they know who they are!