• All I could do was cry

    by  • December 13, 2015 • Waxing Poetic • 1 Comment

    Thoughts When I See You

    You’re the best part of this town
    I have loved you too long,
    not to see how beautiful others are.
    Not to see how beautiful small moments
    I’m in love with you, in small ways.
    Maybe they’re not enough,
    And most duly not returned,
    But you make me want to take things slow,
    You make me want to kiss you.
    Every single time I see you.
    I get so scared
    I get so scared to look at you.
    I imagine us fucking.
    I imagine us making love.
    I imagine our conversations, then vomit
    inside because they’d be too fucking amazing
    What if we weren’t compatible?
    What happens if we’ll never know,
    What happens if we aren’t.
    You’re just the best part of this town.
    And although it’s obvious how much I love you,
    It’s also obvious, how much you don’t.

    And yet, there is beauty in this rejection,
    You have made me happier, without even touching
    You have made me feel better, without even asking.
    Yet, again, I have loved you too long.

    One Response to All I could do was cry

    1. Anon
      December 14, 2015 at 8:26 pm

      I wish that the one I loved really felt this way about me. This is a letter I would like to receive from someone. Its been and still is hard for me because I continue to love them. My soul is in constant torture and everywhere I go I see them and I wonder at times if I am going insane or not. The way they look at me would be how they would look at me and even the way they talk. I dont know what to do. I never thought I was able to love this much. I just wish they did love me cause I feel that I would burst with this feeling I have for them. Even when I am far they still haunt me and I am stuck. I just wish they flippin loved me too,its been years now carrying this burden. Its just too much and I just need relief.

      Thank you for this letter

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