You’re as much what I need as what I want, and that’s saying something.
I feel like the most important thing for me is that you at least understand me and where I’m coming from even if you don’t agree with me. And I think you’re naturally adept at that with me. Reading me so well. Knowing what I was feeling but not saying. You get me in a way no one else does, or even tries to, and as important as that is to me, it’s still just a small part, of many parts, of why I love you with my entire being.
Every day is a new struggle, and I know that’s life, but I think my problem is that I don’t understand how any of it is worth it if you cant share your life with the one person you want to share it with; if you can’t be with the person that you love. The good moments make all the bad ones so much more tolerable. I do believe you would help me more than you realize. I don’t know if you fully comprehend my understanding of my attraction to you, and I guess there’s no reason you should. But I need YOUR love, not just anybody’s. It’s just different, and better, and what I desperately want.
I want to talk to you, face to face again. When I’m with you its like nothing I’ve ever experienced before. It’s cliche but you really make me feel alive. I am committed to you and doing what I need to do on my end to make this work.
I lave you.