Behind the smile, the laughs and confident opinions. I can never descibe the feelings I keep pushing away. Words that I deem not even right to go out of my mouth. If they do, i’ll be judged.
Keeping it bottled away, I wish to tholrow it down in the vast oceean. Wishing it will dissolve and be gone with that easily.
There are people around, but I see only me. Standing, praying, hoping, waiting.