• Hey, here’s the number one thing that bothers me:

    by  • September 29, 2015 • To You • 5 Comments

    Why did you sleep with the kid who lives down the street from me?

    Be honest.

    Did you do it because you knew it would hurt me…?

    What’s even worse is that this particular person I’m talking about was BRAGGING TO ME in the past about sleeping with you…

    You should have seen the look on my face. I was devastated…

    I don’t think he was lying about it either because I also heard it from someone else…

    You have no idea how much that hurts…

    Now every time I drive onto my street, I see his house and I’m reminded of it.

    You know, that is probably what hurts the most.

    Yeah, it hurts that you blocked me, that you called me ‘weird/creepy’ behind my back, and that you have a serious lack of respect for me and my feelings, but I think the fact that you slept with him is what hurts the most.

    Unless of course, he’s lying and so is other person…

    Seriously, just thinking about you sleeping with him makes my heart hurt and makes me kind of sick to my stomach…

    If you love me, you shouldn’t be intimate with anyone else but me, and I just want that to be clear.

    Honestly, what the fuck is your problem?

    Do you have a problem with me?

    If you really did sleep with him, You HAD TO HAVE KNOWN that would hurt my feelings.

    Intimacy is something that’s very sacred to me and that’s part of the reason I’m a virgin.

    I’m not just going to put my dick into any hoe who touches my arm or smiles at me…

    I’m a very traditional person; I have values. Believe it or not, I’m pretty conservative in a lot of ways…

    Anyway, that’s something I think about more than I should but I haven’t really expressed it on this site (quite like this before).

    Of course, I still love you and I’ll always love you…

    But… if you love me back…I need you to cut-off intimacy with anyone in your life who isn’t me…(that means breaking up with your boyfriend too if you’re still going out).

    Otherwise, this won’t work…

    I fucking love you more than anyone in the world.

    No one in the world loves you as much as I do, I guarantee it.

    Also, you have to realize, I’m just as valuable as you are in our basically non-existent ‘relationship’.

    I support you.

    I’m in-love with you…

    Baby, don’t hurt me…no more…



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    5 Responses to Hey, here’s the number one thing that bothers me:

    1. anony
      September 30, 2015 at 12:17 am

      she isn’t the one for you. it wasn’t meant to be.
      no, I’m not God. I’m also not psychic.
      this is just wisdom speaking to you – so listen up…
      it’s time to stop crying over her.
      it’s time to grow into your own spine, and GET ANGRY.
      be mad. be pissed. be unforgiving!!!
      but don’t be a doormat.
      LET HER GO. and find someone new…
      you will surprise yourself.
      and someday when you are living well…
      she will see you that way, and she will question herself
      and maybe even want what she sees, this “new” you…
      but the tables will be turned,
      because you won’t feel the same.
      i have witnessed this story play over & over
      a hundred times in ny 33 years of life.
      trust me – confidence, happiness & personal growth
      will prevail…
      it you let it.


    2. @Coment
      October 2, 2015 at 4:07 pm


      Thanks for commenting but you don’t know the future.



    3. Author @anony
      October 2, 2015 at 4:34 pm

      Seriously, you don’t understand the situation. I’m pretty sure she loves me and she just wants me to surprise her and show my love for her. I’ve been thinking about her everyday and every-night for the past ten years and I really don’t want to be in a relationship with anyone else. She’s my dream.

      There’s no way in hell I’m letting go…, not until I at least find-out how she feels about me for real…

      Seriously, I’m not on this site seeking people’s opinions.

      (No one comment on this letter anymore please, thanks.)


      (I love you M)



      • anony
        October 2, 2015 at 10:46 pm

        LMFAO you’re posting this on a website DESIGNED to receive feedback! whether comments or opinions or insults or advice – YOU ARE AUTOMATICALLY INVITING FEEDBACK OF ANY KIND WHEN YOU POST HERE. so STFU and get over it already! damn dude you sound like a fucking creepy ass lunatic, no wonder the bitch cheated on you!!! if you aren’t open to feedback, here’s an idea… DON’T FUCKING READ IT OR RESPOND TO IT!!! what a whiny ass pussy.


    4. Author @anony
      October 4, 2015 at 11:59 am

      Fuck off, you piece of shit.

      Eat a dick.



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