It’s not the hard times so much as the good times. Sure, I wanted you to be there to help me when I was down; but when I was up, that’s when I’ve always wanted you with me the most. Prom, graduation, new job, so many big moments in my life that I desperately wanted to make you a part of and that you seemed to have no interest in. That sucks. It’s like your wishes are always more important that mine, I don’t ever get what I want, I want to keep going and I don’t know if you feel the same way.