That’s how I feel. You see and hear too much. I am completely vulnerable to you and I don’t like that because that doesn’t go both ways. I feel like I’m being judged, all the time, when in reality the only reason you have access to my every thought and emotion is because of the situation. I don’t think it’s fair. Particularly when I feel our communication is also very one sided. Maybe I’m wrong about that, but honestly how am I supposed to know any different? I keep up as well as I can but I get the feeling youre operating on some level way above me.
Idk just some middle of the day thoughts I guess.