Havent written in a while, probably because Im honestly at a loss for words. What do I say that I haven’t already said? Nothing. I gave so much and in return we’re back here again. It makes me sick to my stomach reading some of the previous things I have written about you, about us. Im trying to distract myself from you. Trying to ‘move on’ like you said. I don’t want to, but I know I need to. I will lose my sanity if I don’t (I’m sure you’d say I’ve lost it already). I wish we communicated better throughout this. Maybe it wouldn’t have ended this way. Is this the end?